So! there's gonna be an-lets start from the beggin on summah yeah?

-volunteering at a summer rec program
-we have 8 kids me included
-our site might be shut down cus of this super small amount
-I get a bad vibe from this one girl
-and this little boy gets out of control hyper and hits me and I don't feel like he and her see me as an 'adult'
-I got my Neko Aki back! ^^v
-I saw this HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!! OMG HOT/CUTE guy during training!! X33333 HE LOOKED LIKE SAMY DELUXE!! AND HE HAS THOSE CUTE DORKY BLACK RECTANGULAR THICK GLASSES! X3
-He works at a diff site and is possibly 19+
-If our site gets closed then I might not see him at the end when we go to a waterpark and I won't be able to 'stalk' him and stuff (seriously, he lookse like Samy D! X3)
-Got no minutes on my cell so I have to use the house phone to call Neko-Aki
-we have an anime con in 2 weeks and I looks like i'mma be able to go!! X3
-if I go I will......get even with Neko Aki cus she's willin to pay my ticket =^///^=
-We went to the waterpark today!! I had fun! :3 saw fireworks and missed NA :'(
-I REEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY want to see NA tomorrow! Hopefully B&N will be open
-TOM STARTED HIS BLOG TODAY! I WANT TO ATTACK THE BOY IN LOVE AND KISSES THEN BEAT THAT BLOND CHICK HE KISSED HER NECK I WANT HER BALD! >(
-Crimson dude: I love you! X3 Hope your arm gets better!!!
-Disco: CAN YOU GO?! CAN MITCHY GO TO E-PACK?! btb sorry I didn't call was watchin movies (I think that's our 'family time' now) and helpin with house
-My left eye is getting worse and I'm seriously worried right now my glasses help but my vision is still getting bad
-I so am ready to crash.

Now DREAM TIME!
!!THE NIGHT BEFORE LAST!!: I dream of Samy Deluxe at my Elementary school and he was like dancing and singing to one of his songs with some people and then he asked me 'what was that all about?' X3 I LOVE YOU SAMY!!!
!!LAST NIGHT!!: This one I feel bad about; I drempt of this dude, Jason Stackhouse from True Blood-who I don't find attractive btb-and my mom and I were at this like movie place. I was kinda sorta giving him glances and visa versa and then we go into this room to watch an education movie and he's like at the ticket stand right there were the seats are so I tell my mom that I'm going to go sit 'there' and she lets me. (shocking cus she normaly wouldn't but hey it's a dream) So I like hunch my back and try to 'hide' like some people do when they are in the way of the movie and I go sit next to him and I just sit right next to him and continue watching the movie. This next part was like OMG! I felt him move then his arm was over my shoulders and my right hand was holding his! X333 IT FELT REAL! and the reason for the 'X333' was because I felt.....like loved. I even turned to him and smiled I think and he smiled back. But then I realised 'omg I cheating on my boo!' I even thought that! while I was asleep! and dreaming!! |sighs| I dunno....I'm worried cus I don't like cheaters. My motto: if you're cheated on that is like the person saying your not good enough for them. So why have we (me and my boo) been having dreams that I'm cheating! this is like....so bad and I'm worried.

So yeah :/ I'm kinda like..... "What the What?! is going on here?!" Disco, Tobi, MISS YOU GUYS! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YALL AGAIN! X3